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30 April 2007

I made a delication on Saturday and asking Kelvin the doubt in me. Initally he thought we broke off cuz of incompatible characteristic. Haha, maybe is a friend cares that he needs instead of a gf cares. I find it so amusing that I sent in another sms to him telling him that we've never been together before. And his assumption was perhaps he stills miss/like you...

Hmm, just realised that my previous accounts e-mails were all gone. Hell. -.-" Wanna retrieve something from my blog didn't know that how here can be so croweded by kids, they were all cute.

Wednesday gonna start training, hmm... hope I'll like the job scope. Oh yah, I think very soon I'll have another buddy whom I can share everything with him. He's none other than Ming Da, have a long chat with him last night.

Wah, I realised it has been a year plus since I last update an entry on "Our Memories" some I already forgotten and was so surprised that it actually happens. Alright.


I hope I'll luv myself more

14:39
27 April 2007

I hope I didn't miss out any notes that I suppose to copy. I think brother was kinda silly to lend his licence to his friend who waiting to take his TP. And his friend was caught for not wearing an appropriate helmet and was asked to take out his licence but failed. Why must his friend tell the police that he actually came up our house and take the key from my mom when it's not the fact? Brother was so mad with his friend and mom was worried sick. That old man only knows how to nag, sighs. Just hope that brother will learn from his lesson. And I hope everything will be over soon no matter how's the outcome.

Didn't know why I could cry over those time I had with you. I thought I have left everything behind and promised myself not to think over about it again?Hm, I don't think you tune into FM933 eh? Left a message for you but guess you didn't hear it. Just hope you're no longer angry with me for not answering your question.

I do not know whats wrong. Lately friends called when I was about to turn in.

Monday - Someone call in the middle of the night
Tuesday - Sms with Ming Da cuz was feeling low
Wednesday - Valencia called cuz she's troubled over a friend of her's
Thursday - Doreen sms me telling me that how much she missed Yik Sian
Friday - Who's gonna sms or call me? Please don't okies?

I have been extremely tired lately, I couldn't sleep properly and I tends to wake up very early, 8am which is not the ususal me. Mom said I have been looking pale and obvious she's not quite happy to see me on the phone or sms-ing friend as late as 2,3am.


I hope I'll luv myself more

10:40
26 April 2007

Yesterday went out with Kelly, haha... have a great time with her. Kelly's math is horrible... remember we talk about a bag that cost 50bucks and I was thinking of how many packet of chicken rice I could buy with that 50bucks. At first she was mocking at me, but she wasn't good in calculating as well. Haa, no offends worx. Actually initial plan was to meet Gina to take my top but overslept so didn't meet up with her.

Hopefully Valencia won't be so troubled and thinking too much of her friend's birthday celebration. Every problem there's always a solution to it, so worried not. Also hope her friend mom would be recovering soon or at least out of ICU.

Take care

Updated wishlist


I hope I'll luv myself more

10:22
25 April 2007

Brother went for interview on Monday and the job requires him to take up _ _ _ _ lift licence which cost about 500bucks. And the outcome of whether he would be shortlisted will only be out on yesterday. Tuesday night when I was on bed mom was asking me what job he work as for the interview he went, I didn't know that this question actually makes me lost my temper and replied back: "Why don't you know how to ask him yourself, everything also ask me?" I feel bad after talking to her in that manner, and I couldn't sleep. Since young, dad had been spoiling him and results what he's now. Sighs... I find that they lack of communication with him, everything also afraid of him, and everything about him also come to me and nag. Hell...

Lately, hp inbox has been filled up by ex-colleague good night messages. He replied a night message that I sent to him and it turns out to be a long conversation. I was feeling low and that's when he offers me his listening ears. I told him about my brother is because he knows him, so he actually gave me a very good advise. Haha... never know that guy can be such a good advisor.

I do not know if you're still feeling unwell or still mad with me.

Happy or not life still have to go on, so why not be happy and life will be much more easier for you.


I hope I'll luv myself more

10:14
23 April 2007

Alright it seems like it has been a donkey years since I last update my blog. Hmm, things has been getting so-so for me. I've resigned from Panasonic and joining OCBC soon. Haha, kinda regretted to have resign but... there's nothing I could do to help as well.

I thought the ringtone will never ever ring again, but it rang last night. You drink but I believe you were not drunk. What weird questions you've asked that gave me a fright. What's the meaning of like, what's the meaning of love I no longer know. So what if I still like you? So what if I no longer like you? It won't make any difference to you. Giving my best wishes to both of you, it has been a year... treasure her eh?

Today by right should be going back for review but I didn't went as I see the wound is like getting worse. Haha, despite of that... I still miss eating crabs and I'm craving for it. I've been eating seafood since I injured my left ankle so I don't expect it to recover beautifully. Think Wednesday or Thursday go back to remove the remaining stitches, it must be pain. Sob...


I hope I'll luv myself more

10:16
04 April 2007

Yesterday went for two interviews I think both not to my liking. Sighs, I think overall I still prefer Epson. Forget it, is already over. After the 2nd interview took cabby down to NUH to visit Ming Da. He just had his operation on 2 Apr, kinda worried and also he asked me down to keep him accompanied. So I went, but he has already discharged. Kinda of disappointed but it was my fault that I didn't inform him that I'm going down, haha... thought of giving him a surprise mah, but I think it was vice versa. Haa... forget it, good friend marhx.

Now waiting for my results to be out, very laggy worx, sians. Wahaha... congrats I got 2As, is so unbelievable! Madness, I'm going mad!!! Later gonna tell mama the good news, and I'm bringing her to see doctor for her finger. Hmm, then think 'll be back to Jur asap bah, cuz I wanna check my poly application result if shortlisted, I'll have to rush down to SP to take my enrollment package for orientation next week. Woohoo, in my entire life in ITE is the first time that I'm scoring 2As!


I hope I'll luv myself more

09:30